The reason that I gave it that name no longer applies, but I am keeping the name because it still applies to me and the blog for different reasons.
Why "Leah: The Kind Weight Watcher"? My original reason was that I was planning to combine Alicia Silverstone's The Kind Diet with Weight Watchers. Meaning that I was a vegan Weight Watcher.
And that remained true (on and off with the WW part, but mostly on) for two whole years.
Then some terrible things happened in May and June of this year, which resulted in my taking a break from both vegan eating and weight watching of any kind.
And I've decided that for now it makes more sense for me to stick with vegetarian eating instead of going back to a vegan diet. My reasons for this are personal, and I'm trying very hard to not feel guilty about it. Different eating styles work for different people, and this is what is working for me now. I hope that all of my vegan readers are understanding of this.
I gained 40 or so pounds quite quickly between May and June. I tried to get back into Weight Watchers and My Fitness Pal or any other tracking system, and have pretty much decided that they are not for me anymore. At least, not for now.
So, if we go by the original reasons for the title (vegan eating and Weight Watchers), the name no longer applies.
But, I have new reasons for keeping the name.
One is that I'm working very hard to be KIND to myself in all areas of my life. I'm trying to give myself a break, not beat myself up for not being the same person that I was before May 27, to not be too hard on myself for being obese again, and recently I'm trying to be kind to myself by introducing healthy foods back into my daily diet.
|I don't look like this anymore, and that's okay.|
I'm NOT watching my weight anymore. I've decided to go by measurements, progress pictures, and how my clothes fit. These are more important to me than the number on the scale, which can be confusing and mean (in my opinion). So I've put the scale away again.
But, (and this may be a stretch), I am watching my emotional baggage, which could also be called emotional weight. I see a counselor weekly, check in with family in friends regularly, and try to take time every day to make sure that I am doing okay.
|what I look like now - and that's okay|
So that's why the name is still the same. The name of my blog now has nothing to do with food, eating, or weight. It's about self-love. My being kind to myself and watching my "emotional weight".
In case anyone was wondering. :-)